BLOG 9 _THE POWER OF ALONENESS

🍍Helooooo, it’s me again! The idea of writing a new blog crept into my thinking about 2 days ago, so now I’m extremely excited to share with you guys about it

🍍You know, due to the effects of COVID, you and I have stayed at home to study online for about 3 months, OMG – unbelievable😱, it’s such a long time. Honestly, sometimes I felt get bored with being at home with 4 walls because it drove me nuts. Thankfully, I have adapted to it smoothly. Yeahhhh👏Are you curious why I have got used to it Guess what they are….

🍍Recently, I have discovered the power of aloneness which turns out to be intriguing and way too awesome.

I suppose I should begin by highlighting the fact that aloneness gives me a private space.

Thanks to that I can understand myself at a deeper level or discover my egos like “selfishness” 😒for example. I suddenly reckoned how much I was selfish and envious when seeing other people reaching their goals. This kind of the happier they were, the sadder I was. And it got even worse, I felt secure when seeing someone getting into trouble just like me. But everything has changed thanks to my time alone, it dawned on me that if I don’t get rid of this outlook, I will never deserve happiness or blessings❤ in life. When I change my attitude to other achievements, my life has become so relieved. I, therefore, decided to delete some social media platforms for a short time to just focus more and more on myself.

The idea of painting a picture never occurred to me because I knew that I was so bad at Art, but for some reasons, I ordered a picture on Shopee. It took me only 2 days to complete this picture, which gave me a tremendous sense of fulfillment. Despite not having a talent for art, I gotta admit that painting your favorite picture while listening to music at night was something terrific🎉! Studying online gave me an idea of recording the process of my studying. After that, I edited the videos and posted them on IG, or Tiktok. It was a way to retain industrious moments when I’m a senior student at high school. Now I believe that I can do things if I set my heart on them. Nothing says happiness🤗 like the feeling of being able to do whatever you want at any time, right?

Especially, when I lose my temper, I’m in dire need of being by myself because it makes me calm down, compose, and self–reflect my actions to avoid making a very ugly scene.

After being used to aloneness, I realize that my time alone taught me how to embrace and cope with all emotions no matter how positive or negative they are. Now I can regulate my emotions at a better level (hihi ^-^). When I’m burned out, aloneness does wonders for revitalizing my energy💪 as well as recharging my battery. When I’m disheartened, I choose to stay alone, give myself a pep talk or just close my eyes to enjoy solitude. This way is so effective because it gives me peace of mind😌

More interestingly, my lone – self also enhances my creativity.

While I immerse in trains of thought, I often come up with ideas to decorate my room, to improve my speaking skill, and so on… I love the feeling of staying alone and thinking about tentative plans📔 for my future. And that moment, I gain insight into “happiness”. Happiness is when you know what your dreams are and then you have the motivation to strive for making them happen!

I don’t know if it sounds like a cliché but my room is where I find respite and escape from the chaos of life. I consider my room as my kingdom where I can decorate everything with vintage style and can enjoy the freedom to my heart’s content. And the night is the time I like most in the day. There is just something about night… Perhaps, it could be the mild and tranquil atmosphere along with the cool breeze on the balcony. I seem to be productive at night as if time passed so slowly.

🍍Don’t get me wrong, I don’t mean to have a high opinion of aloneness. Of course, sometimes, you also need to go out to soak up the fresh air, and to hang out with your friends those who are such good mood lifters to relieve stress or refresh yourself. What I want to emphasize is that everyone has their damn problems, and you can’t always look for help or consolation from them. However close you’re with your friends, sometimes you still have to heal the soul or address your problems on your own. And at the moment, you are your best friend! Don’t let your emotions depend too much on anything or anybody, because you and I should become more mature and independent. Believe me, doing things by yourself in certain situations helps you realize how strong and courageous you are. Do you want to become an independent optimistic person? – My answer is YESSSSS👌

🍍Some people often associate doing something on their own (going to movies alone or staying alone) with loneliness. I, however, consider it as independence, maturity, and freedom. Alone but not lonely!

🍉Maybe, aloneness will be a powerful weapon to continue my journey on the way to pursue my dream….